The sun from Red Rock Canyon in Topanga, November 25, 2023.
Your legs were hurt coming back down the mountain. I rubbed them with arnica gel which later covered the walls of the bedroom.
Insegnami per favore. Ho bisogno del tuo supporto se vogliamo farcela.
And there was no such person called twilight,
confusing with you what was confused in me to confuse with me what was confused in you.
Many times searching without being able to find you, the twilight would surprise me in the hour of your eyes.
adding up to nine altogether, which is to say, zero.
except those called you and I, who nevertheless could not keep from calling each other twilight.
- the twilight would surround me at such times, I remember it perfectly.
And many times in the same person there was a confusion of twilight, you and me,
you confused me with the twilight confusing yourself with me,
and you and I confused ourselves with the twilight which confused you in me and me in you,
thinking of you for the very reason I didn't want to remember you
I confused you with the twilight confusing myself with you;
and many more each confused with three other distinct persons,
Excerpt from Someone Must Be Called Twilight by Jaime Saenz
Many times I forgot you, wanted to forget myself and remember, and remembered I had to forget you,
or, to tell the truth, no person not called twilight,
